.:qI li xIaNgz:.

2005-07-21T23:18:00.000-07:00

nt in a mood t blog.
too many things happened.
and yyupps.
and homework has been too heavy lately.
thus mayyb will wanna concentrate.
off i go to prac cello ((:

2005-07-16T08:51:00.000-07:00

went t felix sch tday.
so sry t say that it is abit sian.
haiz.
erm, he is cute huh.
hee. was really glad that he actually came.
save me from being disapointing.

tday was my first lesson wif lihua.
hee.
not bad lar.
think that she is really nice teacher.
hahas.
and teaach not bad oso lar.
enjoyed her lessons.
((:

oh. and wilson came t kh.
hee.
we were bitching abt him jus now.
and he n kenneth laughter were so evil.
lols. cant stand them.
but i am sarcastic though.

and tday is the 45th anniversary.
looks fun.
xiaoting is super cute lorh.
yupps.
the netballers are all so cuute.
alot of seniors came back.
oh. i miss kangwei!! hehe.
glad t see all of them back.
hee. ((;
i din attend though.
perhaps i will regret,
i duno.
hehe.
after the concert, went t eat.
at pizzahut wif jiamin and yanru.
reach home ardd 1030.. so tiredd!!
hahas. and full oso.
enjoyed myself alot.
happy birthday t bpghs.

2005-07-09T21:59:00.000-07:00

why mus things turn bad
wheneva i thought that it is getting better.
forever devoting ur time t them.
haiz.
i shldnt expect too much of you.
i m so sry.

2005-07-02T22:23:00.000-07:00

well, the concert is finally over.
phew
hahas, i mastered the skill of 'SMOKING'
murhur.
hun i mean. lols.
i seriously hope that no one realised
that my duo feng shou is full of mistakes.
hahas. dun expect too much
from me. as i had only learn for two days.
hehe. though i can do better.
bleh
eh, very guo fen lor!! wadda.
why got shihui name and not me and the other guy!
hmph.
hahas.
nvm. guoqiang says he forget coz only got shihui
keep emphasizing.
lols.
dot. alright then.
well. i guess it can b consider as a success.
hehe.
it is better than expected.
WELL DONE NPCO!!
WOOHOO!!!
zhaojie, ur guzheng solo rocks. ((:
and not to forget, wilsoN!!!
hee.
it's nice.

went to rot at bukit timah eating house
after that.
hmm..
reach home aroud 1 plus.
oh dear.
thats my latest record.
die.
lols.
and dad is like not very really.
hahas. i was talkin to stanley.
uhhuh. and mum came in to interrupt.
-.-
ask i nv go qing an.
stupid!!
hahas.
and stanley is laughin so loudly.
-.-
hee.
slept around 3am.
woo.
enjoyed myself tremendously,
we took pictures! hee
even wif the usher. my god.
-.-
nvm. its still rocks.
hahas.

2005-06-29T08:17:00.000-07:00

my dear eddie commented that my post are too short and not very frequent.
so now i shall make it a point to blog everyday.
thks man.
if i nvr do hmwk, is eddie's fault. =p
hahas. kidding.
my olvl oral exam is 12july. hhee.
i jus realised that there 2 conversaation topic.
omg. i am so dead.
can i jus skip this.
why is there such thg as oral.
and this friday i am having english oral. though is sch exam.
but i came to a conclusion -
i hate oral exam. sigh

heard that the opera performance was quite gd.
and my dear rene came into class late.
lols. girl, we thought u gg b absent.
thks alot man. lols.
aww. kinda regret not gg to the opera performance.
boohoo ~~cant turn back time~~
and yanru was like sms-ing asking if it is nice.
hahas. dot.
so sryy for no gg to support u guys. lols.

yest was supppose to b a early dismissal day
. but i held up by amaths.
thks so much.
i left the sch after completing my part of job. hee.
the chungcheng high paper isnt really easily.
perhaps mayb bcz my amaths is rusty now.
alright.
nvm shall work harder to reach back the before-holiday-standard. hee.
i should have said that i will pass his test and i can go home early.
dun tell me that i passed my test and i will be killing myself.
hee. nvm. tink positively.
i will be able to improve amaths by doing it
hee. yea man. vlee rocks.
hahas. i bet other tch wont hav such stuffs for students to do.
lols. ((: alright. amaths rocks.

sigh.
t b frank, i haven completely forget abt tt matter.
so yupps.
and still abit pissed off by wad had happened.
you shld know why.

tmr i hav physics timed prac.
i guess i probably skip it and go home early.
no, u cant deprived me of my slp. lols
i have np prac at nite, and i seriously need to rest and do my hmwk.
lols. friday is the deadline.
oh shit! friday?
i am so dead.
i haven do 2 ews.
shit man. alright, shall rush thru it ltr.
tmr is gg b a long day.

oh yar, and mingxian.
do believe me that u are not shorter than weeyong by abit.
is by a large bit. is 30+ cm!!!
mingxian!! hahas. halo?
dun deceive urself. hee.
kidding. alright. the problems lies wif both of u two. kay?
two extreme case. one too tall. one too [alright, no comments]
hee. joking. dun cry alright. hahas.

lols. yan- i love you. ((:
i am mad.
ignore me
thks.

i m feeling slpy. how can i sarcrifice slping for the sake of hmwk. =/

2005-06-27T07:45:00.000-07:00

tday is the start of the sch
aww.
kinda pathetic lar.
so sian man
tmr sch is halfday!
aww! lalaalaala.
heee.
i got damn lots of untouch hmwk
basically cant b bothered
cz tday is my day!!
hee!

my bd tday
lalalalala
so happy
hee.
wanna thks lots of ppl.
`jiamin felix stanley junhao shuhui adeline joyce yuting mindy huibin xinling charlene mingxian darcie sarah lye ee liwen joan YIYAN rowena pauline sijia beixi lot lots of ppl!! kay? love you guys so much for remember my bd. =)

thks ro,pauline sijia.
ur pres is damn nice.
i love it

felix and shihui =)
the shirt is nice. thks.
you guys rocks

2005-06-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

haven been updating this.
yupps.
alot of things happened.
i am sry.
i din mean to lie.
sryy.
oh tday is my first time 'pon' co.
hee.
clean record seh me.
=)
smile.
haha

libertango.
i am cuming.
((:

alright
sch gnna starts soon.
sian

2005-06-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

went t junhao place yst.
together wif joyce stanley felix
yanru shuzhen and adeline.
i guess i din miss anyone out.
haha.
were playing mahjong till we
were really siann.
haha.
then went to westmall to eat.
wif stan felix n yanru.
then go home.
yanru, you really eat alot.. -.-
haha.
anyway.
i enjoyed myself alot yst.
((:

erm. went to RJC tday,
the school is wout a doubt, BIG.
but wads more is that the guys
are really cute.
alright.
they are super super cute.
hehe.
-alright.
i am abit over.
haha.
left early to meet them for a movie
oh. din know felix is cuming along too.
haha.

2005-06-14T08:28:00.000-07:00

concert is finally over.
din really have the energy to blog
the paast few days.
yupps.
shall really rest man.
giv myself a breakk.
=)
the concert is alright.
erm.
graced by quite a few SCO ppl.
haha.
yujia. chengda. and that yulu. -.-
heng i nvr see him.
if not, i tink i am gonna make lots of mistake.
oh. haha.
comments received.

"excellent! very nice"
"wang chengda blocked my view"
"shelin scolded us, by askin us to keep quiet"
"guzheng soloist very pro"
"din know our tanbo tch so pro. -.-"
"hongmei sounds like chubin ge"

haha. aiya. stupid lar.. haa.
erm basically i tink
huizhen is so cool!!
dun worry!
you did a great job alright.
haha.
yay.

went to rot after concert
lalalalala.
went home very late lahh.,.
ard 11.
and was super tired.
boohoo. ((:
exhausted.
we took lots of photos!!

2005-06-10T11:06:00.000-07:00

hmm...
i am back from a DAY of shoopping
haha.
went to damn lots of place man.
hehe.
bougght myself a bag
and took neopriints.
murrhur`
((;
i love it man. hehe.
then tingweii!
i oso wan marche!!
unfair de you..
how come we dun get a treat huh.
haha.
dot.
hey, i simply love the white bag..
is nice.
really nice.
aww.
can i hint kor for it.
as my birthday present.
pls?
haha. dott..
aww.
i rreally like it alot.
mayb tue go town will brg him there.
haha.
is really very nicee!!
i LOVE IT ALRIGHT!!

haha
oh. went home at 9pm
stupiid
we walk the whole orchard
and went back to ps again.
the place we initially went.
dot.
stupiid.
huibin bought slippers
and i bought my bag.
diao.
my legs are aching.
-.-
super tired
xinling bought hb a RIPCURL wallet!
murhur. so nice.
haha.
xinlingg were late mahh..
then she ran all the way to bus stop
so cute right she.
haha.
dot.
enjoyed myself alot.
at some points,
even went madd.
((:

2005-06-08T10:40:00.000-07:00

haven been updatin this stupid blogg.
erm.
oh yar. i almost completed my amaths wksht.
anyone proud of me?
~~haha. kinda stupiid.~~
well, went to wdls library wif joyce today
to mugg.
i am such a gd kid.
of cz i went to mug.
haha. ((:
and went ard to shop and went home
the superstar search show is niice.
so funny.
haha.

i am siick
arrgh
dyin soon
hab a very very bad cough.
argh
must get well!
for the sake of this sun concert.
yups.
driink lots of water.
tmr goin for prac.
ard 11 bah.
haha.
as a result
i couldnt attend the gm tmr.
aww. another excuse letter.
so sry.
jus keep me updated yay guys.

joyce is worryin abt the upcomin concert.
~~shld i b worryin too?~~
i seem more anxious abt my hmwk.
haha.
or rather all the outings.
oh yar, i can see my idol!!
mr quekk ling kiong..
how nice!! arrgh
i am going madd.
hehe.
and yechong is gg too.
music director of SCO.
woohoo.
haha.
wish me get well soon and
hopefully tmr i can prac well.
and get every single detail of the song RIGHT.
OKAY.
i dun wish to throw all my face away on sun.
stunnin on the stagin.
not knowin where they are.
sickenin.
i m so scared.
oh great.
finnaly i feel the tense atmosphere.
help.
wad shld i do?
~~can i not perform already~~
yupps.
i am gonna to do it.
((:

2005-06-04T07:48:00.000-07:00

jus ended my orchestra at 830.
oh yea. finally i got my zhifu.
phew.
was still worryin abt it this afternoon.
haha.
aww.. today prac isnt very gd.
~~so sian~~
and not very niice too.
mayb is bcz mr sim isnt here.
lalalalala.

went to syco rehearsal with jiamin felix junhao.
~~their standard isnt very impressive.~~
thats is all i can say.
yinzun not very gd oso.
yalor.
their standard dropped.
jus realised that alot of ppl
going to try for syco.
jiamin tingwei
felix junhao
stanley me.
kaoz..
so many.
haha.
mr sim said today that he goin to make
it a point that those who are in kh
cant go and join syco.
-.-
dott..
hehe.
cause ltr join syco le wont go kh le.
even if i am going, i will only go after my o level.
yalahh.
hmm..
yanru doesnt seem interested.
how abt jinshan?
lol

i got ddamn lots of thgs to rush
i am so dead lor
shit lah.
history essay
chinese paper.
physics paper.
physics test.
all by monday.
so damn dead.
boohoo.

anyway. tingwei gave me a initial d
postcard.
thankeww!!
you are so nice and sweet.
you rock man.
hehe.
i love it alots.
jay rocks.
muahaha. ((:
i love him.
he rocks.
i will treasure the card ting.
((:

anyway.
jay isnt rude to 500! okay.
his fans. get it right lor.
wanna tune go outside tune lah.
walao eh.
attention seeker.
pls lor.
anyway.
jay's initial d is nicce
everyone is praising his skills.
muackz
you rock man.
hehe. ((;

i shld say thk to rene.
use my name huh?
haha.
kidding.
its okkk..
boohoo.
hope you enjoy ur trip today ok..
hehe.
((:

i called him le.
hehe.
so happy.
not so pissed le.
hehe

2005-06-02T08:19:00.000-07:00

i am just back from a movie
at jurong point.
hehes.
madagascar rocks.
it is so niice.
though this the second time watching,
i am not at all sick of it.
((:
hee.
lalalalalala.
went to eat after movie.
then went home.
met derrick while walkin wif yanru.
he is super lame.
and he actually tricked me.
arghh.
and made me go home alone!
wadda.
at first still got ppl accompany me home.
~~thanks alot derrick.~~
=/
hahas.
hope that he will call him.
and hopefully not forgettin wad we had said.
yarr.
oh. xinling stayed over at my hse last night.
huibin wasnt able to stay.
boohoo. )):
okay anyway.
went to hb hse todayy.
then time really pass very fastt.
wakao. then an hr pass like 5 min.
then hav to meet them at jp le..
so has to leave her hse wif xinling.
so sad.
aww.
~~nvm.~~
shall spend more time wif her
another dayy.
ok hb. ((:

hey xinling.
u really rock.
thanks for ebrit thg.
=D
glad to know youu.
yea man.
i shall cheer up.
hehe. listen to you..
lets rock the town next wednesday.
boohoo.
hehe

2005-05-29T20:59:00.000-07:00

hasnt been feeling gd lately..
yah.
thats issue has been bothering me
the weekend hasnt been a gd one for me!
)):
hmph.
its okay.
everythg is decided.
alriight.
i shall face up to the reality.
remember?
reality is cruel rigght.
yupps.
thats is for sure, very true!
i shant be bothered by this anymore!
it is monday.
a brand new start of the week.

boo.
but i still wanna thks
alot alot alot of people.

joyce]] thks for keepin me accompany and understanding how i feel. thks alot. and dun forget that you rawwk my world foreva..

huibin. thks dabin. =D hehe. thks for talkin with me until late niight!! and consoling me. thanks. all that you had said really cheer me up. muackz.

rene- thx for ur encouragement and spendin time wiff me. muackz.

darlin yann!]] thx for all that u had said and standin by me. love you alwayys.

and i shant forget, auntie stanleyy

``hehe. thx dude. i am cuter than you though. :)

smile. nthg is gonna to bother me. =)
anyway. liangzhu rocks.

2005-05-26T03:11:00.000-07:00

hmm.. since my dear tingwei ask me to update,
so i decided to update. lol
went to do duty for meet the parents session
juz now for the sec2.
it is soo tiring.
boo.
and seriously sian.
lalalalalala.
oh yar.
theres gonna b a class outing on 20 june.
bbq at probably some condos or ermm.
east coast?
but hopefully we can get to book it.
we invited vlee.
=D and we can use rocker's funds!
no need to worry abt the money le.
but mr lee says he will collect more
in future. =/
haha. so muz make sure that
i wont rock my chair.
yawn. put my bag on my chair.
brg my bks. and the whiteboard is clean.
haha.
then i will b fine!
lalalalalalalala`

went to co on tue n wed.
it is really boring wout jiamin ting etc.
=( i only had my cello.
xiang yi wei ming.
yenchong's presence probably made
my co prac more fun.
he is always full of lame ideas that
will make me laugh at his stupidity.
hehe. jk. bond boy.

receivin back my report bk tml yay.
dun wish to.
my god.
i dun tink the comments wouldnt b a gd one.
haizz.
yesh.
i bet so. lalalalalala.
everyone would b comparing their results
esp him. the arrogant boyy.
haizz. it is so sian.

i hav amaths test tml.

on functions.

how niice.

tml is the last dayy and yet

we hav to slog for amaths.

haizz.

it functions dude!

my god.

and he wans us to self study for a dayy

and theres test tml.

how niice.

2005-05-22T00:29:00.000-07:00

i am so siann..
wahha. i am now at home
it is sundayy man.
yet i hav nthg to do.
not alot of ppl is online..
boohoo.
i guess alot of ppl are probably outside
enjoying.
boohoo.
hey i managed to clean up my room.
hehe.
wad a great achievement.
=D haha.
ltr i am going to prac my cello.
red plum
libertango
lin an yiu hen.
yesh.

2005-05-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

phew``
cheering com over.
oh well.
3p4 din win.
its okay.
we din prepare well anyway.
haha.

gotten back most of my results.
EXCEPT FOR PHYSICS
thKs to mr loh.
hahas. he said tueday. alright we shall see.
as for my results
it was quite alright.
but chinese was shiit.
hehe.
nah. its okay.
shall work harder next time.

=) lalalalala.
yiyann. hor hor.
who smile at u huh?
lol. hehe.
that guy is so fortunate. jiayou mann!

aww.. its my turn now.
he is so cute alright.
llalalalala.
yesh. u r.
he smiled at me too.
his eyes sparkled.
lalalalala. =0
u rock man.

2005-05-12T05:31:00.000-07:00

lalalalalala``

can u blive this?

my exams r over.. okayy!! haha.

so happy!!

haha. went to orchard todayy.

spent lots of money. haha

took neoprints and bought a stand.

neoprints.

i am addicted to it. haha.

so tired.

anyway. our class tee design is done!! woohoo!!

lalalalalala.

preparing for cheering com..

hmm..

alright. going to prac red plum now. =/

2005-05-09T02:03:00.000-07:00

wow. today a person came to my tag board
and tagged.
hmm.. tt person took time specially to visit my blog.
so proud n honoured.
haha.
tt person barked and crapped sumthg
perhaps due to stress in exams.
tt person probably failed everythg
n need to vent her anger.
nah.
it oks.
i am so kind.
and forgiving..
i can understand tt u so in love wif me
that u observe me so much.
thx man.
i din know i got a fan.
woah. thx dude.
=)

2005-05-07T20:04:00.000-07:00

gosh. i am dead.

tml is physics and emaths paper 2.

i am going to die loh.

my god. kill me man.

after tml, i can relax. finally two killer subjects are over.

omg.

i very scared.

i am going to fail.

='(

i dun wanna fail any subjects.

haizz..

2005-05-01T07:49:00.000-07:00

things to be done by tml!!

study literature.

study history.

finish amaths.

finish emaths.

finish sum physics.

get my physics theory right.

aww. i m going mad.

2005-04-29T00:49:00.000-07:00

it seems that i haven blog for a long time.
hmmm.
well. exams period now.
i seem to hav know that she had lied
juz cant take it lying for my fren
poor thg..
u hav been fooled.
wake up man

okay.
congrats.
pearlyn well done.
u r goin to fail ur amaths test,
experience ur first failure.
linear law.
i shall hate u.
u land me in this state.
linear law, sux. =)

i hav been very tired recently.
so exhausted.
i wished that i can choose not to take exam
nah. nvm
days of enjoyment awaiting.
yesh.
u r my only motivation.
i shall b able to survive thru it.
haha. hopefully.
hmm.. i had juz applied literary device.
personification.
... i am mad.

i am going to flunk my s.s
woah.
yea. how nice.
haha
hopefully they will make up.
happy to huibin anyway.
b more mature ok.
haha.
enjoy ur 15th birthdayy-

unknowingly, surgin hatred grew in me. i duno how to face you really. i am a loss. not knowing wad to do to salvage this. haiz. can i juz forget it.

2005-04-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

i am sick. help
tml got co.
can i not go.
no.
i am so not feeling well.
and well, i got freaking lot of hmwk.
wadda hell.
can i not do.
haizz.
suddenly realised that co always take away my sat
haizz..
i guess i need a break.
mid year is cuming. =)
and also.
syf is cuming.
woah.
lets hope bpco can be a gold medal co.
well.
miracle do happens.
yea.
i blive in bpco.
smilee---

yesh. sum good news.
hehex
i got like quite high for hmt test.
yayy.
finally i pass wif flying colours.
when one put in effort,
he will always b rewarded.
i got 17 for amaths test!
woah.
hahax
since the highest in p3 is only like 15.
hahax.
lalaalalalalax.
so happy.
i created miracle.
hehex.
i was pretty shocked.
thx to jiamin.
she coached me.
thx my dear. =)

haizz..
hmwk is freaking me out.

2005-04-11T00:25:00.000-07:00

we made up. yea.
we had a talk todayy. =)
enjoying.
and thx xinn, for ur great advices.
aww.. probs cum after another.
there is this awkwardness btween them
and we are at a loss.
no knowing wad to do.
anyway.
the music camp are out
but not announced yet.
perhaps it is a gd news for me.
cz i wont b affected by it
and end up not studying.
as i am bound to fail it.
anyway, i hope that i will get my treat.
muahaha.
mayb will confirm that i will fail it tml.
yea.
need to study
for the two tests tml.
chinese.
amaths.
aww..
i shall mug for amaths.
yea.
and show that i can create another miracle!!
=D
yesh.

2005-04-08T06:10:00.000-07:00

my com is freaking slow.
my god.
i am so tired.
juz cum backk.
i went to pjco juz nw..
lol
anyway.
haiz.zz.
friendship probs seems
to be inevitable.
yah
it will nv go away.
i duno whyy.
sian lah.
already very sicck.
i duno. tired
haiz.
midyr cuming.
and i hope to get a1 for my amaths.
and ermm.. need to save up!!
i am broke.
lol.
tml got co. =/

2005-04-03T00:42:00.000-08:00

woohoo.. i am juz bacck from chalet.

hehex. the chalet roccks.

happy birthday to

my dear tingwei!!

hahax.

aww.. din get much slp and i am feeling slping now..

hahax. ltr still hav to do hmwk.

haizz..

the shirt we bought for ting

is freaking ex loh..

hahax. but it is okayy

as long as he like it.

hmm.. stanley rocks too.

hahax.

he made the whole chalet so much more nicer!

hehex

jonanthan is super lame..

my god.

till now then i realised.

wadda. -.-

abit slow.

anyway, i tink alot of us form

a great muggin team.

haha.

anyway, we behaved as though we are mahjong freaks.

hahax.

forever playyin it.

and after southpark,

we fall in luv wif tt word.

hahax. yawn..

2005-03-20T06:25:00.000-08:00

due to popular demand by myy fans.

i decided to update.

hahax.

yupps. mingxian?

i updated!

wadd rotten lucck. yucks. guess who i saw.

DARYL, my goddness.

and i saw weeyong too.

that is still okayy. =)

went to kh yesterday.

and well.

not alot turn up.

lol

but it was still enjoyable yea. =)

red plum roccks.

hahax. yenchoong rocks totally.

he was able to play the melody

even wif zhonghu.

cool. :)

me n joyce had this same thoughts.

it is definitely enjoyable without him ard.

woah.

i played much more carefreely.

i duno why.

not that i am scared.

i am merely

sick of all his u know

so called comments.

woah.

attented cello lessons.

aiya.

i better not slack

and prac more

if not sure kana scolded. =p

went to concert at night.

after meeting them.

well.

it is not exactly like.

but i juz hav a quite gd

impression of himm.

not say gd impression.

aiya, i oso duno how to

put it.

lol

oh. i find him interestiin.

yea.

yeepeng n joyce were pestering

me to say who is he

LOL

is yongyi.

LOL

hahax.

he was eating peanuts.

i juz couldnt control myself from

laughin at him for being so cool

during prac..

hahax.

reading papers.

eating peanuts.

he is so cool.

lol

anywayy

awww..

he roccks.

lalalalalalax.

every little thg u do,

rocks.

ahahahahahahx.

told xinn they all.

aww..

bleh.

juz let me dreaam.

went home after the concert.

took shen shen car home.

hahax.

thankew.

sorry to trouble himm.

hahax.

my god!! i still hav lots of hmwk left!

but anway

congrats me

i cleared amaths emaths s.s physics and chinese

todayy.

anyone proud of mee? lol

yea.

tml muz mug.

muz complete essay.

and chem

and study amaths log test.

oh great.

dun think i hav the energy. lol

my bow!!

2005-03-15T05:43:00.000-08:00

woohoo. i bought my cello bow le!!

yea~ hmm..

shen shen took me to buy one..

hahax.

he treat me n jiamin to a meal!

can u blive this? lolx.

hahaax.

he promise to help me

bargain the price of the bow..

lalalalllalaalalx. =)

actual price $180

but dun tink can reduce much.

then our nomination took place today.

alot of ppl nominated him.

hahax.

mayb he will get tt post.

hahax.

tml having laz day camp,

hmm..

tryin to get as them learn

as much as possible.

example. their movement.

gd luck to me. =)

2005-03-12T06:05:00.000-08:00

went to orchard wif yeepeng.

hahax.

erm, then she buy lots of stuffs and received lots too.

lolx. she spent quite alot of taxi fare.

hahax.. yahh.

went to kh lohh after thatt..

ermm..

then i duno wad is wrong wif me lah.

sianz.

i cant stand it lohh..

i am so pissed wid

her.

she is a flirt.

i despise her.

i hate her.

aiya. i oso duno why am i

so unhappy

bitch.

pui.

wad is wrong wif me!!

arh.

i am hopeless..

finnally, i know why ppl

wan to use alcoholic drinks

to drunk themselves.

so that they can escape.

and forget everythg

even it is juz for 1 min.

it is worth it.

reality is cruel.

is hurting.

is totally aching.

i hate her.

can she juz disappear

from my world

she sux.

go n die lah.

fcuk to u.

can anyone plz be there

to help me to kill her.

lolx.

joking.

that is impossible.

the only thg i can do

to help myself.

is to forget.

and not think abt it. yesh.

haizz.

which is almost impossible.

we are driftin apart.

is it bcz of my own attitude?

i oso duno.

can i not care.

no.

none of us are doin anythg

to help.

we are goners.

fruitful sat

2005-03-05T18:41:00.000-08:00

started my day with a stupid programme

organised by the sch

ended the whole at 12 plus.

then went home. and get ready to go kh.

but when we reach there

they are prac-ing

ying zhi lian

song er lan.

hahax. me and joyce slipped away.

we pretend we are only tere to

put instrument.

hahax. then went to lot 1 to eat lohh.

went to dunman high concert..

met jiamin they all b4 the concert.

hahax. we were tokin abt HER.

yucks.

tt wees say i always offend ppl.

where got.

duncare lah.

well. aww.

those erxin de

was pissing me off

LOH.

puke.

anyway. their suona is gd.

our bp has no place to stand loh

haizz.

the cello has very uniform

and graceful movement

hmm..

muz learn.

like ting said.

it wont go wrong.

their percussion wout doubt

is gd.

quek ling kiong leh

can can they not b gd.

if they are nt, it is sinful.

hahax.

gd lah.

plz do comparision with bpco.

it differs.

their encore piece is..

-drum rolls-

di tajong katong. woah.

and is twice of it.

i tink muz adapt wad liwei say.

can u stop being a pest.

yucks.

ermm.. went to starbuck after concert.

after much trouble.

we finally meet at mac.

tok to jiamin abt tt uniform

hmm.. we were plannin to go and look

for it after sch loh.

cz we cant stand tt maroon shirt.

hahax.

lalalaalalalalax.

rerach at 1.

aww.

tired.

pissed

2005-03-03T05:47:00.000-08:00

juz changed my skin

hmm.. juz felt like a change lah

found this skin and

it is appear quite nice to me. =)

quite romantic.

two cuties hoilding hands.

lalalalalalax. haizz.

but i haven even found a target. lolx.

hahax. can any cute memebers

of the opposite sex appear right

on front of me now? =D

then i will rape u.

muahahax.

am i going to fail my physics ct? haizz..

really duno. i dun wish to fail it. i mean like

how can i actuallly fail my sciences????

is science u know.

sick of it.

does sec 3 mean failing

got ppl tell me

someone can use one whole

year to get use to upper sec life.

haizz.. somemore, i amm always

busy with amaths.

and cca. duno lah. juz so tired.

life isnt juz abt studies.

now. most ppl only care

abt acdemic.

is it true? lolx.

yalah. to most ppl concern's.

friienz to some ppl always

placed as first pirioity.

haizz..

fren can giv more trouble than studies.

they can torture one mentally.

which can b very unbearable.

yalah. though fren can also b the pillar

of one life.

to be there for them

to encourage them

to hold them wheneva they fall.

conflicts between frenz are

inevitable.

my advice to all.

nv give up

at the end the day.

u will realise that

they luv u. care for u. =)

2005-02-26T21:55:00.000-08:00

nv go to tt councillor meeting. hmm. i am in discipline committee?

is tt a blessing? hahaax. disco from wad i heard is very boring lehh.

dotx. nvm lah. duncare le. hmm..

juz wondering who will be the president..

he say dun vote for tt guy. hahax.

the way he say it is really very funny. hmm..

i guess that we shld be ok le bax.. although got tok lahh..

but still a bit awkward. yalah. =/ haizz..

duno lah. duncare also.

went to kh today to lian lin an yi hen.

luckily i manage to play it out. yea.

shen shen say wad june concert me n joyce muz go.

then muz pass cello audition. diao. stress sehx. lolx.

oh yar. tingzheng lend me use his german strings man!

my god, he is so damn nice..

arrhh.. hahax. f

rom now on, i am using my own cello instead of tt bpco one le..

hahaax. german strings. hahax. okk.. yesh.

went to ntuco concert. well. a disappointment.

alright. i would advise ppl who wan to hav a taste of regret to go to their concert.

well. then those ppl will benefit for they will know the meaning of regret!

shld hav listen to stanley and not go tt stupid concert.

waste of my time loh. hell wif it. shit them.

yujia was there. seems like she is happy wif tt tanbo yue concert.

haizz.. wang chengda and her was super loving.

hahax. we were noticing them instead of tt hell concert.

then got a stupid mc loh. walao.

where got concert got mc one. kns. puke.

2005-02-24T02:57:00.000-08:00

oh. amaths test. chem results. hmt results. disappointing. very. yes. public speaking. amaths common test results. vlee is gonna giv us back tml. 19 As. can i plz b one of them? lol. sound so desperate. i dun tink i am scoring full marks for tt surds test anymore. haizz.. duno lah. shit it loh. it is such an easy test, wad is wrong wif me, why cant i get full marks. =/

went for newspaper duty. woah. completed in like 20 mins. kinda proud. =p hahax. then went to look for yanru. after that went to bugis. went to search for tuner, strings n rosin. but too bad. i din buy anythg. lol. same for yanru. ermm.. korg tuner run out? lol.

then went to bugis junction. eat shop. met winnie siewying n tingni. hehex. so happy seeing winnie. lol. both of us bought comics so that we can read on mrt. went walkin round n round junction in search of bags. waoh. lol. in the end went to bugis village to find his bag and oh yes, finally. =) then went home loh. yupx. a long day. tiring.

2005-02-18T18:44:00.000-08:00

had so much tests this wk.. finally i managed to survive through, it is a miracle that i din die man. lol. i think i am going to flunk all my test. lol. die liao. haizz.. the physics and hmt sux the most. lol. haizz.. shit. haiz dun care le. muz do well in amaths. a1. yesh. and hist oso. lol.

yupx. she came in wif a terrifying news that shocked all of us. nvm. we will still be here wif u. jiay0u!! yesh. like wad ur beloved said. nvm. ok? strong. we love u! muackz.

after common test, wanna go n buy cello bow le.. feel like buying ermm german strings. hahaxx. if it is possible, then i will buy.. lol. ltr daddy will kill me loh. for spending so much money. -.- haizz. thinkin of him. is it a small infatuation. i guess so. aiya. duno lah. sianz. went to uk funfair. yupx. it fun. but i felt like vomitting after the whole thing. mayb too much of 360 degrees. lol. enjoyed my day.

yalah. got to go kh. go bath le.

2005-02-13T02:34:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey. i am back. got peeps miss me mah? hahax. -.- yahh.. ermm.. din go to sch on friday.. heard that vlee lost his temper huh? is it? over this.. kaozz.. as usual. haizz.. sat on kh but got tuanbai. lalaalalala. din go leh. hahax. went to tingwei hse instead. yuppx. the food was nice. thank ting. =) yanru n weesiong came too. oh. yanru won alot huh? i suppose. muz find one dAy to win back the money. hahax. then tt two idiots wanted to go back to duno whose hse but in the end, i tink stanley they all left so they din go. meet them at lot 1. i bought jay dvd!! hahax. =) duno wad is wrong wif yanru, he keep sayin he is handsum. so erm. yucks. lol. went home and read a real shocking and disheartening paragraph. haizz.. wad happen?

2005-02-07T02:39:00.000-08:00

haizz.. tired sehx. long long time nv blog le.. hahax. wenty to take neoprints with tingwei yanru joyce n yeepeng. lol. yanru was being made fun of. =) hahax. so fun.. then yanru super lame till i cannot stand it. we cld only laugh and do nthg.

yupx.. tml chinese new year.. yea.. finally. got hongbaos. hahax. performing tt le tao square. hmm.. lookin forward to it.. yea.. startin to luv tt song.. muackz

2005-01-28T19:07:00.000-08:00

tinkin abt wad vlee said during amaths lessons, we shldnt b selfish. selfish? practise wad u preach. not refering to vlee though. many ppl say that they shldn b selfish and say wadeva crap that sound pleasing. but. who can really do it? i really wonder. altruistic. seem to be too big a word for humans like us to be able to achieve. yuppx.. ppl always that their own benefit is the first piority. so who tt reaally great person. a mystery. no one.

today got co. every section got a lecture by the ex-co todayy.. yup. wad they say is very true. and really went into me.. i guess it caused a great impact on everyone baxx.. ade say got ppl cried.. cry? does it really matter. if bpco can really improve, that will b the best present i had ever received.. imagine when they announce bpco is sliver or gold medal. i can only see tears of joy, hugging. thats so nice.. fantasy also seems to be the pillar that support us.. the strength to keep us going.. bpco-gold medal orchestra. =) hope that this will cum truee..

wadtodo?

2005-01-20T20:58:00.000-08:00

haizz.. chinese new year cuming soon.. they ask me to play the cello lah.. and i accept. but i haven finish playing it man.. arghh.. scared scared sehx. hope that they will hav a prac on tue.. yea. i pass the test le. i was so scared.. then ting keep wanting to announce my result, i covered my ears not wanting to hear. wad if i fail? i wont know how to respond. cry? laugh? or wad? to see it for myself is definitely better than hearing the bad news from ting. lol. but luckily i pass. ting was like" pearlyn.. pearlyn pass!" i was overjoyed. lalalalaalalalax.

hmm.. then tml hav kh, going for cello lessons. yanru joyce n mingjing keep urging me to go n try out at kh. but my reply will always b i am not that courageous. lol. i really very scared of kh. the standard is like so high and if i go there, i will b very stressed.. u know. i duno wad to do. i admit that if i can join kh, it is my honour. but i juz cant handle the stress exerted. haizz... boat till bridge head auto straight. lol.

2005-01-15T08:00:00.000-08:00

hmm.. having pms recently. duno wad happen to me loh.. hav to apologise esp to yanru, i tink my attitude really sux. to the extent that even yanru ask em if i hav pms. hahax. okk.. i tink i hav lah.. sry worx peeps. duno wad wrong wif me though. get really irritated annoyed easily. then everytime hav the urge to slap ppl. haizz.. wad happened? my god. help. 356

i tink i very bad leh.. like today, yanru he asked me to take his zhonghu for me. then i played wif the zip.. then ask how is his zhonghu liao.. and wanted to see, but he told me not to touch it, and scold em erxin. and i am like ermm.. wad the f. i nv say wanna take it. then i scolded him. and asked him to take it himself. and just it like tt, pushed it back to him. and looked away. okk.. very attitude. =) then yesterday he joked only.. then i scolded him. asking him to change his attitude towards me. i find it too bad liao.. sry.. haizz.. i tink i very demanding. so sryy.. pardon me if i offended anyone. so sry.

2005-01-15T07:03:00.000-08:00

oh yar. nv blog for quite for a long time leh.. yuppx..oh yar. ended co emm.. almost finishing xing kong though terribly. ... so how? hmm.. then went to eat.. then go cwp wif yanru n weesiong.

anyway, today sumthg happened to yanru zhonghu. he said, he claimed that he was pissed, but he was smiling away, siao. anyway, cuming tue got test, jiayou worx peeps. =)

tok to ting for quite a while today. yup. quite comfortable. quite enjoying to tok to him. hahax. siannz.. weekend still got so much of homework.. haizz..

_homework_

2004-12-28T20:30:00.000-08:00

yuppx.. asked ard... hahax. no one in my class has completed their homework. phew. a relief for me.. went out wif li wen. and cleared alot of my maths!! so happy. then i am not left wif alotz of homework. hui bin called to say she has a feveer.. so in the end, ruolin din wanna cum. trip cancelled. hahax. after that li wen n me left macdonalds. cz it was very packed.. and we din wanna be scolded by the staffs saying that we bought sumthg and stayed for two hours. haha.

went to meet mummy. she was shopping for grocery. alot of thgs. my hands felt as though it was goin to break carryin those stuffs. sms mr shen to ask him help me check my class.. he said he would help. i wonder if he will forget..

sianz

2004-12-27T20:19:00.000-08:00

went out wif mum n sis today.. then go buy her uniforms oso loh. after that went to west mall. i find it far too sianz so ask mummy to go to cwp. =p although i always go there. tok to yanru abt concert next year, too bad he has kh so he cant make it.

board the mrt, after that notice that the two guy in front of me are next yr sec 1. ohh.. yucks man. both of them are super disgusting.. shaking their legs like there no tml. scolding vulgarities as though they r singing. omg.. eekS!! bring shame to bp. haiZzz.. bp is gettin from bad to worse.. haizz. was soo pissed off.

walk ard wid mummy n sis. after that they wanna go home liao. and yanru sms me asking me if wanna go cwp, hahax. so i waited for him there and walk wif him. he bought shin album!! yea. shIn r0cCks! he told me alot abt kh news. hahax. it is really fun man. and some juicy gossips. lol. =)

kh concert

2004-12-26T08:43:00.000-08:00

yupx. went to kh concert today.. and i am not at home practically the whole day. went to macdonalds seeing rowena, pauline and xinyi. joyce n me got the shock of my life. they were wearing bpco tees! joyce was very shocked. while i was laughin like mad. for duno wad. lolx. went to florist to buy flowers for them n shen shen. spend 10 plus. haizz. broke liao. still hav to go out on 31st wif them.. spend money again.

oh yar, the concert was great. yupx. definitely. oh u know wad? kh played the jianhun very fast!! lolx. i was wondering if those tanbo ppl fingers will break. okkz.. yah.. many ppl went. yupx. and i saw sum ppl whom i dunwish to see. lalalalalalax. jiamin say yuhao is there to watch, but he is not!! arrhh.. sad~ lolx. jk. we wanted to shout encore for jianhun, but since jiamin n dog say there is a big possibilty that they wont b playing. ermm.. so we din shout. sorry worxx tingwei.. i was so scared that tingwei will scold. lolz. he was lookin at our direction. hahax.

aft concert.. went present flowers. we din dare to went up the stage. lolx. so went only aft the concert. tink cant go to backstage. soo asked shen shen out. we went "shen lao shi! ni shi wo de ou xiang" lolx. hahax. and yar, and shen shen ask me if i wan to attend tingzheng cello lessons.. hmm.. of course. yea. hahax. ask tingwei to choose one of the rose. he choose red. hahax. i waas guessing that he will take blue one.. hmm.. cool man. and tt stupid yanru!! he gav wad i gav him to shen shen. argh. blEh! -_-"

borrowed mayday cd from kangyu.. it roccks man!! and i lend him my shin cd.. i haven even listen to it loh.. see i so nice. he btr return it to me on 31st. if not i will castrate him!! hahax. yupx. that for all. nice day. enjoyed..

i wan to watch kungfu~~

christmas eve

2004-12-24T02:46:00.000-08:00

h0h0ho! mErry cHristmAs!! =) merry christmas worx to everyone out there.. yupx. started my day goin to my sis sec sch.. oh yar, she got into swiss cottage. hmm.. no comments. she shld hav choose st margaret sec.. arhh!! haizz. nvm lah. mayb swiss cottage will suit her more. she wanted to appeal but in the end nv for i duntink will approve. plus, she kinda comfortable in tt sch. nice enviroment. btr than our sch lah. old building. sux. oh yar, why bpghs cut off point drop again!! drop to 242 leh.. so low loh. stupid man. kaoz. agree wif ting, wanna get out of it asap.

went to sis sch wantin to buy bks n uniform. bought bks first.. tt stupid sch, shit it. say wad 1pm then end the sales of the uniform but close at 12.50. kaoz. though is only 10 mins. but we hav to cum back again!! sianz! if i hav known, buy uniforms instead of bks first..

then went to teck whye to buy pe shirts. kaoz. tt stupid person over show me attitude. so i attitude back loh. wakaoz. i hate this kind of ppl. yucks. duno if he juz kana rejected, attitude is so shit. lolx.

went to causewway point. bought lots of stuff. saw qjj and kangyuan. kaoz. they soooo tall!! i was like " huh? who r u?" b4 i can react, they recognize me le. -_-" sway. hahax. i told them not to cum near me, in not, i will look very short. hahax. i was like " go away!" hahax. hmm.. bought mummy a pants for christmas. kaoz. so expensive. hahax. sales is going on everywhere.. giordano is havin a 30 percent off sales, heh, attractive? alot of ppl sehx.. so crowded. spend alot of my money. heartache. ='( feel like goin back leh.. festival mood. =)

hmT

2004-12-22T03:05:00.000-08:00

today is supposing to be my hmt test. but i din turn up. hahax. scared arh.. back out at the laz min. but lucky tt i din go.. heard from those who went, it was really difficult. haizz.. lucky me. hahax. huibin n ruolin din go oso. huibin is runnin a fever, poor thg. i tink her temp was highest 38.8. get well soon. ruolin oso, btr go see doctor ya.

went to weiqing sch to get her posting results. saw yongsheng, din grow tall, but thinner now. hahax. mummy say he is gd lookin, erhem. *puke* hahax. yongxian went to tajong katong girls. lijie bro ask wad weiqing aggregate. muahahax. i ask him to beg me b4 i will say. blEh. weiqing got swiss cottage. hmm.. tink she will wan to appeal to other sch. she dun like tt sch.

back

2004-12-18T09:49:00.000-08:00

yuppx. juz back from holidays. hahax. din do much. except shop and eat? hahax. kor went to camp. hmm.. yaohui went to ns. so no one near my age is there to ply wif me. lol. so sad. went baCK at the wrong time. sianz. klcc was great. so big. hahax. bought sumthg from malacca for sum of them. enjoyed.

oh yar. shocked me when i was juz back. got to know that our news spreaded real fast. woah. my god. called serkun n kangwei to ask abt it. hahax. forget it. i denied it anyway. serkun was askin is it yanru. lol. jordan or even tingwei. hahax. ridiculous.

yo-yo ma

2004-12-14T10:24:00.000-08:00

this guy is my idol. his music really roccks. usually cello dun get to play most of the melody.. but he managed to make cello the soul of the particular music. he really roccks. how i wish i can hav mayb just 20 percen of his skills. then i will be very satisfied. the way he play cello, the music he produces is heavenly. i really admire him.. can ppl tell me where to buy the scores to prac.. i really wan it. arrrhhh..

every piece he play, he will b able to brg out the mood of the music. he simply roccks. i wan to buy his cd to learn. hahax. do research.. can he cum to singapore?? so that i can see his performance.. i wan to watch.. pearlyn work hard man. ur skills are still very lousy.. nthg compared to himm.. jiayou..

bilabong

2004-12-14T09:49:00.000-08:00

hmm.. okkk. i am just feelin so happy rite now. lalalalax. juz back from shopping. yupx. the bilabong freak here bought lots of stuffs.. hehez. a skirt, bags, hp pouch.. okk.. hehex. i luv tt skirt. mummy surprise me man. it was like. she said" this is nice, buy it." i was like huh?! are my ears plying a trick on me or sumthg, lol. and of coz i wont reject her. muahahax. hmm. huibin saw my bag and she luv it i tink. hahax. too bad, i bought it first. if she buy, i will rape her. hehez. jk yah. muz apologise to mummy for spending so much money.. abt 200 baxx.. hehex. yupx. thx alotz. muackz

okk.. download quite a lot of cello piece to listen. i oso duno for wad. hahax. but is nice. hmm.. dl-ing kitaro silk road. haven finish. gettin impatient. hahax. yahh.. then i am very stressed up!! over the up cuming hmt exams. i duno if i can make it thru. i am jzu so worry. yet i cant get anythg into my head. siao liaoo..

finally. i got over him. yesh. i tink so.. hahax. i am just wondering. why do ppl[youngsters only] like to judge ppl by its appearance neh? very unfair. i tink they are behavin in a very amusing manner. hmm.. shld i put it tt way. for instance. oh, bcz u are that handsum/sexy, that why i like to b wif u. omg. is that stupid? sumone who know how to tink shldnt behav like tt huh? yyah. and sum ppl are super insenstitive. they hurt people feelings. and they dun feel apologetic. at all. wad is this? wad is this man. i tink the best way to "repay their kindness" is to pay them back in their own coin huh? and if they dare to complain or cry.. plz no, u deserve it. ok. sry. crap too much liaoo.. hahax. yyah.. finnally the silk road is ready. nice man

chAlet ovEr..

2004-12-09T05:56:00.000-08:00

ok.. wake up liao.. was so tired that i slp once i reach home.. hahax. and wake up aft 2 hrs bax.. ok.. not so bad as my own class chalet when i din even catch a wink. haahax. it simply roccks. ok? it roccks. it so fun. yah. really. much much btr than 05 one. =) it really rocks. i will nv forget it. fun, unforgetable, nice, enjoyable and great. ok. stop. hahax.

on first day.. yanru came to my hse to meet me and then went to yuting hse. woah. got lots of thgs to carry to the chalet sehx. so troublesome. hahax. lol. then we had a hard time tryin to get all the stuffs into the chalet. we got so much thg that we hav to get two taxi.. got to thx yuting mother alotz.. then went there n set all the bedsheets.. and settle the food. put them out got go to walk the route for nightwalk again. very scary. got a mansion got duno wad bats n super eerie. then went to buy ice. at this time the seniors came. got serkun, hongli, pamela, kangyu, joyce, tingni, weesiong, chinthin, arthur, alyson and kaiyin. then ltr start the bbq. hahax. yah.. so damn funny loh. yanru was soooo addicted wif the electric fan that he keep using it to aid him in startin fire. hahax. together wif weesiong and jordan. oh yar jordan luv mindy. hahax. he say mindy is his wife. within no time, we can bbq. hmm. yup. then ting call me to ask me to go n fetch them. then see all the sec one n sec two.. hor hor. ting torture xinling they all by askin them to take toilets paper. after that ended the bbq. went to rowena hotel to bath. hahax. so shiok. then i called yanru. hahax. he was practically screamin!! yanru:" i am bathin!! call u ltr!!" hahax. lol. i was like oh, sry. then we went bacck to chalet wif yuting mindy joyce jieying.. saw jordan weesiong and xiao yan on the way back. xiao yan shirt states "sux it" so this bcame our favourite phrase. all of us went "sucks it". lol. hahax.. went back to play cards and watch tv. played wif kangyu, jordan and kelly. then kangyu went to beach. and i went up to play wif jordan joyce yixuan huimin and pauline. jieying was watchin by the side. sumthg very funny. i keep winning when they play jay songs. hahax. okk.. then i win lots of money. abt $9+.. hahax. yea. but in the end we went to buy alcoholic drinks. drink liao then took one bottle and went to the beach wif adeline and jieying.. came back at abt ermm.. 5+ in the morning. then went to slp . jordan was utterly disgusting, mushy. hahax. keep sayin mindy wad wad. hahax. he slp bside me. i got freaked out when i saw him facin him. i went" arh!! u dun let me see ur face, i cant get to slp" wake up at 7+.. hahax. cant stand it liao.. was feelin dizzy aft drinkin a 7 n 10 percent alcoholic drinks.. hehex.

then hmm.. wake up and eat instant noodles. play cards for a while and went to the beach.. and play. saw delwin n cheryl. yah.. so sweet huh? yixuan ran to cheryl to talk. sumthg terrible happened. rreall terrible and frightening.. we were tryin to play wif the slide. yah.. then ltr yanru din wear specs so he couldnt see. then ltr joyce went to get for yanru from ws. then ltr i duno how but ws came down to swim.. then like ermm he struggled. yupx. and used joyce as a support. pushed her down. she couldnt breathed under water. ws panicked. he keep struggling. i saw wad happened and went to help joyce support ws. i gav him my hand and told him to hold it. but he pushed me down oso.. i tried to cum up and breathed. i was lucky tht i managed to. then he pushed me again. i screamed at him. i ask him not to push me and relaxx. let me brg him back but in vain. then i quickly swim back pullin him.. i ask yixuan to help. but she was quite blur. react only after a while. hahax. then ltr she pull me. omg. luckky i went back to shore intime. i was very scared. really. and feelin terrible. alyson accompanied me to go and cool down. and the guard was almost jumpin in to save him. haizz.. and he told us not to ask ws to swim. thenn din play liao. juz lyin in the water tokin to each other. gt joyce yixuan n jieying. we went to bath.. suppose to hav game de. hahax. but they wan to bath n eat.. so we went to bk and eat. haiz.. prepare for another bbq. hahax. thats why ting ask us to do in order to clear the food. hahax. yuppx.. at night got nitewalk. very fun. hahax. the route was dark n eerie. then ting jordan ws and xiaoyan were supposed to scared ppl. hahax. gd job. =) hahax. went to the siloso beach to bath. we walked likke mad. hahax. so clean man. and so well decorated. and clean ourselves. hahax. went backk rest for a while and walk to sijori resort, intendin to eat. but the cafe nv open. then no choice go 7 eleven. then go back. and on the way adeline called to ask me to send the jacket over to siloso beach. haizz. ask serkun to go wif me. and tok alotz along the way. came back and went back to play cards n mahjong. watch the eye. hahax. very scary. me n ting were discussing abt that thg being film in the mrt scene.. very scary. hahax. went to slp. but dun hav bed so ermm.. no choice but to slp at sofa. yah. then wake up by ade to ask me to go to slp on bed. no bed again. so cum down and slp. hahax. finnally at 8 got bed so went up to slp and then wake up at 10. woah. din even slp for 4hrs. sianz. hahax. and my muliang left early in the mornin cz he got cca. =( hahax. jk

then went to delifrance to eat. lalalalalax. so ex. but fillin. very full man. then took monorail ard sentosa. past by the beach. cant stand the temptation so we went to play by the beach again. hahax. yah. so fun. play wif kangyu serkun n chinthin. we were playin monkey. hahax. then me kana and kangyu was like eh pearlyn move leh, go get the ball. haahax. went up to the slide and play. it is not nice at all. not exciting. not fun. so slow. sux. ok. stop. played volleyball using shotput method. cool eh? hahax. then ltr we gather n like sang "dang wo men tong zai yi qi" and turn. so cute. hahax. arthur was like ermm.. wait! wait! my volleyball! wait. hahax. then xiao yan n kangyu play wrestling in the sea. chinthin went " kangyu kangyu" and me n joyce" xiao yan xiao yan" but tt lame arthur go " serkun serkun" so i change to "arthur go! go arthur" hahax. -_-" went back to bath played mahjong. jieying, tingwei n yixuan went home.. went to sakae sushi. omg. it is super ex loh. 16? and we are not even full to the extreme. eeks. tt waiter is super lousy at takin orders. still say wad buffet. hmph. went back and talk along the way. yah. enjoyed ourselves. joyce, alyson and arthur went home aft tt. rest for a while and went to tour ard sentosa again. the monorail was super nice at night.. hahax. yah. and we make fun of jordan like mad. ok. he loves to sing ai qing 36 ji. hahax. yah then jordan went home.. cz he got friendly match in the morning. serkun tot he was jokin when jordan took his bag. hahax. this shows how much lies jordan told b4. hahax. played mahjong wif kangyu ws and chinthin.. hahax. she super funny loh. i tell u. she was too excited liao. then she played the whole game in super fast speed. and kangyu was like " go n beat her till she faint then she will keep quiet" hahax. kangyu played along n act like mad. crazy. hahax. then i keep winning. then like ws was sayin i am very lucky. hehez. after kangyu mindy n yanru went to slp. then serkun n chinthin came back from 7 eleven. they bought food for us. so nice!! hahax. then kangyu was like " got food! dun slp liao! hahax." then after eatin we watch vcd. so stupid. but scary at sum parts. and i was holdin on to kangyu and he asked me not to hold him cz he will b scare oso. -_- walao. then aft tt, wanted to go out walk walk one but too tired liao so ermm.. went to slp loh. i slp the moment i lied down. and our dear serkun was readin dan brown story "deception point"..

we woke up late! at 10.48. arh!! we hav to check out at 11! omg. hahax. i got wake up at 7 but to stop the alarm. chinthin n serkun saw me wake up n tot i will wake everyone up. but i went to slp so they slp too. hahax. serkun went to brush teeth. and like he cum up sayin everythg was nicely packed. we got the fright of our life. lol. we tot got ppl enter wrong chalet/ slp-walk/ got staff cum in n pack/ or is it tt thg? hahax. cannot blame us for thinkin abt tt. then kangyu comment tt no one will enter n then pack up b4 realisin enter wrong one mahh.. hahax. then i scolded him askin him to listen to my "logical" explaination. hahax. if not we will freaked out loh. hahax. chinthin waas like wondering if to go n bath and i ask her to. then i cant stand it and went to bath oso. hahax. our kitchen stinks! eeks. bcz of all the garbage left aft bbq. the ppl over there really very kind.. giv us until 12 to check out. so nice.. went to eat.. yah.. really dunwan to leave the chalet... haizz.. tok alotz loh us. mindy was really quiet. i tink she dun hav enuff slp. hahax.. took 963 home.. and we were planin lots of outing. hahax. i tink goin to hav a bbq cumin up... tok abt the standard of co.. bpco gotta jiayou! at least get a sliver.yup.x

really miss the chalet. it roccks. and the sec 4. they roccks man. they are so fun. with them ard, it will b very fun. i luv them! arhh!! they liven up the whole chalet!! and thx for everythg! u guyz rox! ok? miss ya. cum back often. luv u all 4eva. i will nv forget u guyz

bpc0 chAlet

2004-12-03T05:47:00.000-08:00

yup peeps the chalet is next mon. yah.. i am sure that it will be a fun one loh.. yupx. so peeps juz enjoy okk?

Meeting time: 5.00pm
Monday 6th of Dec
CCK control station
If got any probs juz call me[92723962] or tingwei[ask him for it.. his privAcy]
Remember to brg a packet of tibits, complusory! =p
This acts ur entry proof..

the following is a guideline- packlist for u guyz ok?

5 to 6 t shirts [in case wet]
5 shorts or pants
5 pairs of undergarments
Slippers
torchlight [very important!]
batteries for torchlight
jacket [if u r cold]
$$$ -- mayb like $50 baxx..[really up to u]
Insect Repellent
Handphone Charger
*Games (pokers)
*Vcds

*Optional

yupx peeps the above packlist is just a guide though.. if u wan to brg ur whole hse there oso can.. hahax. jus joking. thenn yah.. plz plz be responsible for ur own safety. serious. we wont b able to answer ok? yah.. =) hope u guyz will enjoy it.

Sum of the Rules
--> no swimming in the sea. [playin of water is okk..]
--> no alcoholic drinks allowed

2004-12-01T07:36:00.000-08:00

went to sentosa today.. yah. being the super late princess [=pPp] leh.. of course i kana scolded hahax. yah. stupid jordan waited for many buses before he can finaally board the bus. hahax. then i miss one bus loh. and yanru n mindy waited for very long.. sry ok?? hehez. the weather wasnt bad at first. went to see our chalet. got lots of peacocks along the way. we saw a female one. it "open up" the feather/tail [duno wad that], very beautiful. me n mindy freaked out when the peacock jump up. hahax. and we saw a very disgusting watermelon wif fruitfly. yucks. the thought of it make me puke. hmm.. we got a big space bside our chalet, yah, can b use for games.
went to the siloso beach.. and play. it is really very comfortable.. yah.. very. uh huh. had a hard time tryin to dry our legs.. cz we wore shoes. so erm.. had to dry our foots. real dry. suddenly it rains. hahax. we saw a couple takin pictures in the rain bside the sea. super romantic.. yesh.. wow. so sweet. the lady was holdin on tightly to the guy... woah.. they went to the water and took pictures. they ran on the beach holdin hands as sumone video it down. omg. loving sehx. then we went to the bus-stop for the bus, and once we reach, the bus came. lucky us. we dun hav to get ourselves wet.

yah.. then reached the visitors center.[sumthg like that] lots of ppl goin back to main island. yah.. tink that it is of the rain? yah.. then took 963 home.. then tok lots of stuffs. practically everythg under the sun. enjoy my day alotz. thx peeps.

2004-11-29T07:25:00.000-08:00

hoo.. long long time nv update liao.. =X yah.. damn busy recently.. hahax. sat n sun was working.. hahax. yupx. earn money yah.. haizz. so sianz wor. alan got lobang for me but i cant go!! arrgh!! sianz man.. wad the.. hahax. then got to know more frenZ while workin loh.. very fun. like a big gathering of youngsters..

then mon we had our chalet meeting.. yuting mindy yanru adeline jieying n me turn up. omg. i had the longest meeting i ever had. 6 hours! hahax. can u imagine? was sitting down in macdonalds[and i saw delwin =\] then ltr change venue to kfc. hahax. sianz man. settles lots of stuffs lah.. go home at 5 pm.. go walk walk for a while. hahax. damn sick loh. dun hav enough slp.. tsk tsk. hahax. saw jordan. they were teasin yanru like 3 girls n 1 boy. hahax. and said wad at least jordan is a girl. and this reminds us when laiping say wanna woo jordan for he is chio. -_- hahax. thought of many stuffs of how to scare ppl. heh heh. lalalalalax. also on food yah.. very single thing need lots of plannin for many ppl.. yupx. woah. co? hmm.. the biggest "project" i ever had. hahax. lols.

2004-11-25T06:53:00.000-08:00

i tink i am goin to break down. i am very unhappy. yesh. i duno why. i am sick man. i am mad. i simply sux. ok. everyone knows it. yah. why am i still here on this earth leh. haiz. is him again. yah. him. i really duno wad to say. haiz. nthg. i am here in this world only to experience sadness. i tink that is the only reason why am i here. i am always givin others trouble. yah. i sux. i really duno wad to say liao. my frenz tried to console me blah blah blah. but i tink it is simply useless to tell me all this. cz i am crazy already.. i guess to forget is the best way.

anger.

2004-11-24T05:45:00.000-08:00

wad the.. my god loh. i am damn pissed off u know. wad the. mummy promise to buy me a hp. then when we go to starhub shop, my sis ended up buying and not me... walao. angry loh. hmph. kanasai.

haizz.. okk... i am workin this sat n sun. yeah.. hahax. and doing a survey. lalalala. hmm... hope that can earn money.. quick quick.. i am in need of money.. hahax. co chalet etc.. wad the. broke liao laH! eeks. sianz diao... haizzz.. got to go back to malacca holidays chalet.. all these need money man... walao. peeps, got lobang or not, recommand me leh..

=)

2004-11-19T06:08:00.000-08:00

long time nv blog liao leh.. hahahx. sianz man.. found a job initially. but then rite now dun wan to do liao.. coz the commision too low liao.. went out yesterday wif jul li wen n hb... omg.. we saw that king kong. hahax. yah...

the four of us duno where to go initially. hahax. yup... but decided at kbox.. wwe had lots of fun. hahax.. then jul n huibin like dun wann sing like that. but at laz she got sing. hahax. after li wen n jul left.. so sad. cz they live in malaysia.. haiz. hahax. then rite. hmm... i tink i damn stupid. like siao like that. keep wannting to stay but huibin was like" eh, dun so bu yao nian" then the person cum in n say" time up" hahax. -_-

went homee.. and spend the rest of the day watchin vcd. hahax. hey got our co tees today! and oso the mega concert vcd man!! it roccks. i will keep it foreva. the mega concert is a super wonderful experience. hahax. i still remember that day i help tingwei make-up. hahax. and he look like shiit. hahax. oops. hahax. hehex. bpco rocks.

li wen birthday

2004-11-14T21:24:00.000-08:00

hey first of all, i wan to wish li wen happy birthday! yea.. hahax. intendin to brg her out to celebrate. but not sure which day yet. yup. happy birthday!

hmm... tiffany came. and ask mummy to do sumthg. she said she work in motorAla. then the pay quite gd.. ='( why us 14 yr old yrs kids cant work. once they hear we are 14, they will reject us. haizzz.

then after that went to causeway, hmm.. mummy bought a new handphone for herself. i dunwan first. wanna do more "research" before i will buy. hehex. suddenly realised that the 3 companies keep cuming up wif offers, in the end, we will benefit from it. hehex. gd gd. then went to shoppinh.. after that went swensen to eat. coit toweer roccks! hahax. bought a new mouse n keyboard. havin a hard time tryin to get to it. hahax.

went home ltr.. and watch tv until 3am. hahax. it is really nice. yuk-ying roccks. she so damn beautiful. unlike yee-shun, she succks like shit. eeks. muz go rent tml and continue watching. hahax..

hmmm.. working on co chalet stuffs. just hope that all co members will go loh. plz? u guyz hav to pay the co fund even if u din go rite.. plz. hahax. wan to make co chalet a succeess. yesssh. can one. no prb. bPco jiAyou!

happy birthday ma~

2004-11-11T07:40:00.000-08:00

ok. i shall start from afternoon.. yupx. wake up at 2. so damn tired from chalet.. then eat liao sit down there watch. suddenly daddy called. he said that grandma fell. and knock her head. bled alotz. so scary. quickly rushed to hospital. then hav to hand up mx phone. muahahahax. then wait in the hospital for 2 hrs? before i went home.. ok. she is fine now.. except that need extra care lah.. discharge from hospital. thanks god that she is fine. she so old liao then muz really be very careful.

then after that went home and bath. daddy brought us to mummy salon.. i waited for her to get her thgs done as i watch tv[s'pore idols.] i missed the part when sly sing jay song!! arrh!! ok. back to the point. hahax. yah. then wif francis uncle, went to suntec to eat... we settled at marche. my first time there!! hahax. yah. coz dad nv liked that kind of food. food there quite nice esp the lamb chop, got imported beer! hahax. too bad i cant drink. then very expensive though. after like 1 hour plus we left the place. the whole meal cost abt $300++.. omg. so damn expensive. francis uncle treat us and take it as mummy bd present. so nice~ =) hahax. i tink dad had a tough time.. tryin to swallow the food. muahahahahahx..then went home and hav a gd nitez slp....

over

2004-11-10T06:47:00.000-08:00

yah. o5 chalet is over. this marks a end in my sec 2 life. from now on.. i am not a sec 205 but 3p? member.. i tink. hahax. yup. it is quite alright. ok. thx everyone for everythg. really. i guess this chalet is really benefitting. yah. the few of us got really close. and i learnt to know sumthg. yah.. that is precious. forever in heart.

thx alotz lye ee! i love her man! she is simply wonderful.. she is sooo nice.. she gave me a cello badge. and she wanns me to do sumthg.. erm.. hahaax. [secret] muz giv her sumthg in return.. yah.. i will keep it.. it rox. cello leh! it is nice! yah.. lye ee. plz marry me. hahax. -_-

yah.. ok.. erm.. gideon replied me liao. oh he really went back to obs liao.. he say that he will see us in obs next year? soo.. i tink by the time he will be in obs. not in sparkkc hahax.. oh yar he damn out dated.. he is confirm not a teenage. hahax. but he really looks stupid and make me wanna laugh. hahax. yah. he took ages to replied my email.. hahax. old citizens=gideon lu.

o5 chAlet..

2004-11-04T01:26:00.000-08:00

2o5.. hey.. chalet is next monday!! take note!! dun blur blur then nv cum kk?? okk.. here i will provide u guyz the packing list.. it is a guideline.. if dun wan to follow oso nvm =)

Packlist

t-shirts.. 4 tees. or more.
shorts/pants.. 3 or more. up to u
undergarments- 3pairs. or more.
canned food.. up to u, if u dun wan to go out n eat
cAsh... Probably $30 bAx?
shoes... slippers will do lah
tissues..
hp charger

hey peeps. since on the second day we might not be goin to the same place in the afternoon, plz dun forgot to tell me!! ok? important. very. yah. for ur own safety okk?? oh yar. plz dun forget to follow the rulez in chalet. kk? got any prob juz call me.

The list of people going to chalet..

Joan Zhenqin
Michele Shane
Sarah Jiahuang
Darcie Justin
Julia Wilson
Lye Ee Zhiwei
Ruolin Zibin
Pearlyn Xianyu
Hui Bin Xiuren
MingXian Zhixuan
Li Wen

How to get there?

By Car
If you're coming from the north...
take SLE/TPE, exit to Pasir Ris Drive 12 which turns right into Pasir Ris Drive 3. Go along Pasir Ris Drive 3 until you pass Aranda Country Club on your left. At the immediate junction, turn left into Pasir Ris Close. Go along this road and turn into Jalan Loyang Besar. Take this small lane until you see the road sign directing you to aloha loyang (a left-turn, after which you should take the road winding right). On your left you would pass by Costa Sands and a public carpark. Go straight ahead and you'll arrive at aloha loyang.
If you're coming from the west...
take TPE/SLE, exit to Loyang Avenue (towards Pasir Ris Town). Travel along Loyang Avenue and turn left into Pasir Ris Drive 3. You'll come to a cross-junction where you'll see NTUC Downtown East. Turn right into Pasir Ris Close. Go along this road and turn into Jalan Loyang Besar. Take this small lane until you see the road signs directing you to aloha loyang (a left-turn). On your left you will pass by Costa Sands and a public carpark. Go straight ahead and you'll hit aloha loyang.

By MRT
Take the east bound train to Pasir Ris MRT station.
They have a Shuttle bus service that is available to & from Pasir Ris MRT station.
aloha loyang shuttle bus service schedule(to and fro resort and Pasir Ris MRT / White Sands)
Pick-up point from Pasir Ris MRT station: Taxi stand facing the main road

Pasir Ris MRT Station
(Trip in) aloha loyang (Trip out)

0800 hrs
0815 hrs 0850 hrs
0915 hrs 0950 hrs
1015 hrs 1050 hrs
1115 hrs 1150 hrs
1215 hrs 1250 hrs
1345 hrs 1350 hrs
1415 hrs 1450 hrs
1515 hrs 1550 hrs
1745 hrs 1850 hrs
1915 hrs 1950 hrs
2015 hrs 2050 hrs
2115 hrs 2150 hrs
2215 hrs 2250 hrs

Please follow the schedule so that u guyz dun hav to wait for the bus like an idiot. =) For those who are going to the chalet, you are expected to reach the chalet by 4.30. After reaching and settling down, you can play in the whole aloha loyang ( sports, etc.). Please note that you are to settle your dinner on your own. Be back in our own bungalow latest by 9. we are setting off to changi to go and see ah-guas.

On the second day, we will go to the east coast. For those who don’t wish to follow, please inform me where you all going. Then we have to back by 5 to bath etc, then we will start the fire at 6 for barbeque. Also, settle your own lunch. Breakfast will be provided (hotdog with coffee or tea).

For those who want to save money, you can bring canned food. There is a microwave oven over there that you can use to heat up food.
If on that day you got any problems, call me at 92723962 or any other welfare members

streaming

2004-11-03T23:50:00.000-08:00

ok.. i am just a body without a soul. i am numb. to everythg. i duno. the results make me sick of life. i duno why. i hav the urge to cry. yet my tears jz wont rolled down. i duno. mayb that is wad i call numb. i really duno if i shld be happy. or sad. happy? bcz i got into physical sci and i will hav more time on other subjects. sad? bcz i din get into triple.. i am really disappointed. wif myself. i finally realised. the worst thg that can happen is to regret. yesh. haiz. why din i work harder. why. sux.

how i feel

2004-11-03T10:33:00.000-08:00

In these eyes,
More than words,
More than anything that I've spoken.
As the skies turn to gray my heart's just about to crack open.
So the story goes,
But there's something you should know,
Before I walk away and I blow the ending.
I never wanna be without you.
Oh no!
Here I go, now you know.
What I feel about you.
There's no running.
I must have been wrong to doubt you.
Oh no! There I go!
No control.
And I'm fallen so now you know.
Feels so right.
Cravin' oxygen
All these truths left me empty.
Will you run?
Can you handle it?
Cause I need you to tell me.
Maybe this is bold,
But I'm hoping you will stay for the happy ending.
I never wanna be without you.
Oh no!
Here I go, now you know.
What I feel about you
There's no running.
I must have been wrong to doubt you.
Oh no! There I go!
No control.
And I'm fallen so now you know.
No I wont look back when I tell you what I think about you. Yea, yea, yea!
No I wont look back when I tell you what I think about you. Yea, yea!
So the story goes,
Yea, you already know.
So dont be a fool and go spoil the ending.
I never wanna be without you.
Oh no!
Here I go, now you know.
What I feel about you.
There's no running.
I must have been wrong to doubt you.
Oh no! There I go!
No control.
And I'm fallen so now you know.
I never wanna be without you.
Oh no!
Here I go, now you know.
What I feel about you.
There's no running.
I must have been wrong to doubt you.
Oh no! There I go!
No control.
And I'm fallen so now you know.

duno.

2004-11-03T09:22:00.000-08:00

duno why i am feeling very sad out of a sudden.. i tink i am mad.. hahax. dun tok abt this.. haiz.z. saddening.. tingwei said that he knows who i am talkin abt.. hahax. gd lor. =) wanted to go to a violin concert one.. but heard his name being mention and i dun wan to go liao. hahax.. duno why i juz cant stand him. if you can tahan him, i buy u a bungalow.

i am proud to announce that my dearest jay wrote a very nice song for s.h.e.. yah. really nice. jay u are so power.. no matter wad kind of songs u compose it is always so nice.. arr.. envy s.h.e they got jay to compose song for themm.. jay rrocks on! i luv u!

ok.. i managed to settle lots of thgs today.. so proud of mysself. hahax. okkz. i settle 05 chalet.. and co tees stuffs. next, i have to prepare for open hse stuffs. souvenir for it.. and co chalet.. this sat will go to sentosa.. haha. to prepare for co chalet.. tink it will be tiring but fun. yea~

If I had a star for every single tear that you made me cry.There would be no stars left, to adorn the night's sky..

justIn bd.

2004-11-01T08:21:00.000-08:00

yoz. first of all, i wan to wish justin happy birthday!! yea! today went out wif justin.. to coz way.. wanted to celebrate for himm.. at first we say muz treat him one.. but endeed up he pay for himself. -_- justin shy. hahax. he very nice u know. keep thx-ing me for organizing this for him.. hahax. so kind of him. then only got jiahuang zhiwei joel justin darcie michele me went.. =( so bad of brian not to go. he sux rite. hahaxx. jk. he say wad got personal matters then jh was like i oso got personal matters. -_-.. wad the. ok... liwen n sarah got fever.. argh.. so sad. get well soon yar.

me darcie jh justin reach first.. jh was damn damn lame loh.. when the pa system was askin for an cleaner, he went over though he wan to report.. then we got prob settling where to go.. then suddenly wan me to pay... wad the. -_- jh is always full of excuses, blah blah. joker. hahax. after eatin we went to timezone. initially wan to play lan games one.. but then rite. the stupid person in charge say wad haven holidays so we cant go in only aft 6.30.. diao. timezone was fun. hahax.

Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is like a broken winged bird that cannot fly.

cello

2004-10-31T18:14:00.000-08:00

this blogskin is so nice!! i luv it so much.. omg. it is simply so nice!! though it is simple.. but giv me a cool feeling.. i am luving it~ bah la bah bah bah~ -_- i found randomly when i was seaching for sum stars skins.. so nice!! arrr!! hahax..

ok.. to tok abt cello. i wan to practise it everyday.. yesh. as i mention earlier is to thrash tt ah gua n make him speechless. and erm.. for co competition. and of course for my own skills. yah. i wanna improve it.. such that i will get into keat hong.. hahax. why am i still thinking of keathong.. when i dun even tink i will get it. haha.x nvm.. fantasying is sweet. entertain myself for a while.. hahaax..

The poorest man is not without a cent, but without a dream.

co..

2004-10-30T09:30:00.000-07:00

woah. this is really irritating. omg. i went to co aft sch mah.. u know. i saw the ah gua walkin ard wif this very pissed off face. omg, wad's wrong wif him? eeks. then he say he is very angry for the juniors very lousy blah blah blah. wadeva ahgua shit he got to said. he LOOKED so enthu abt co, he cared so much. WOAH. my foot! puke! he is a total hypocrite loh. wad the hell. omg. he SUX. juz bcz sum senior is here, he acted as though he is an expert n did everythg for co. i cant stand tt face of his. yucks. and u know he scolded justin for out of tune! he scolded him! huh?! wad?! no mistake? he? he is well known for being out of tune and he actually tell other off? omg. make sure u r right first b4 u scold ppl lah, ah gua. wad the hell. ok, that is not all. he say i am out of tune. wad? of course lah. i haven even tune my cello. wad the. stupid ass. hopeless. act smart. sux. yucks. then shen shen ask me to go down to look for jordan. then here cum the busybody. down there acted like he is a responsilble guy. if so, he wont go down to watch the match huh?! plz. then he cum n ask jordan to go up, u go up first lah. plz. go to hell. u ass. u really sux. dun make me slap ur face. wad an ass. he said he wont go SLC but he went to duno where. wad the hell loh. ass man. really fed up. hahax. but i got my revenge. heh heh heh. shen shen was like askin where is he after a break. then i said outside. then yanru said outside playing pipa. so i added on " no lah, playing zhongruan liao!" then yanru was givin the sarcastic reply" ORH.." muahahax. in front of those co members in music room u know. so shiok. and shen shen cum n scold him. hahaax. can u feel my joy. hahax. then after co tingwei announce wad dun hav consent form get it from SLs then he went" cum on, i dun even hav it." tingwei went "ask Pearlyn" hahax. STUPID. hahax.

ok, i tink that the standard of our co is really very losuy. yup. really. u know for a simple song like wo de tai yang shen shen had to spend one whole hour on it. omg. wad is this. it is so simple loh. i am damn fed wif them. wasting other time. yah. bang di was really very ermm.. haiz.. char n elvin nv cum n wad happeN? wad they played is really lousy. haiz. nthg to say. jiayou bax bpco..

bye 05..

2004-10-29T01:16:00.000-07:00

haiz.. i am very fed up.. hahax. this is third time i write the post. everytime i wan to post, it hangs. -_- ok.. today is the laz day of sch.. and it is the day we are together as 05.. haiz.. i got to sch in the mornin preparin to giv the girls a small token. sum giv letter sum giv postcard. yah, only giv to two guyz, joel n zhiwei. zhiwei was so nice to sms me at nitez. hahax. then li wen was ill.. awww... her temp was real high.. abt 38. 7? it is so high.. worry for her.. and we got back our report book.. haiz.. no comments.

mr shen gav us a talk on the hottest topic in our sch.. -- friendster acc of the tchs. oh yea. he tok tok tok thenn duno how link to blog.. hahax. ridiculous. hahax. he said he found joel blog using search engine then after that found mx, justin n mine. we were like erm.. dotx.. waad the.. hahax. then i got home n try using shen method. hahax. i found joel. so fun! really. hahax. then we went to do cleaning. i was practically doin nthg. except filming video, lols. shawn was extremenly funny. haax. dotz. so lame... hahax.

then after that we went to hall for a special assembly.. ok it is obvious for wad huh-- yah, friendster.. those caught did public apology. one by one.. aww.. sum were my close frenz. =( mrs ong cried, i tink. i feel sry for her. and tiger n mrs ee.. haiz.. i am very bad, before this i was havin the -why shld i care for shirleen ong- attitude. but after this incident, i changed.. i tink she muz b very upset. yah.. sry. then she is oso very proud of those who apologise for they r very brave to admit their mistakes. tiger look happy too.. for he was smiling from ear to ear. mrs ong said they will design a post box thg for us students to voice out if we hav any discontentment. this is gd.. for it will prevent further misunderstandings..

then i went back to class. did sumthg for mr shen.. i bought a black board. everyone signed. except for peeps who din cum.. then giv to mr shen. he promised to keepp it at home.. =) so happy. we took many photos. alotz.. yah, i was so sad that i cried. i looked so dumb. only one who cried. hahaax. not everyone was present.. nvm, take more during chalet.. yah. muz.. hahax. then we take until those uncle ask us to clear. -_- hahax. mr shen is a really nice tch.. very nice. thx mr shen for eveerythg he did for us.. he cared for us more than how a tch is like.. he is more like a father/mother to us.. he is really nice. we are his first form class.. i do hope that i will still be his students next two year.. he taught me alotz of thgs. thgs that cannt b learnt in classroom.. i am really gratefull.. he always helped wheneva i need his help.. thx mr shen. sry for all the troubles we gav u.. u are the best tch on earth.. =) 05, though we are not together anymore, but our spirits still live on.. yea.

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

food baZaa``

2004-10-27T05:02:00.000-07:00

today is food bazza. haiz. so fast sch gonna end, hahax. nthg to say. ooh yea, bazaa was sianz. really. haiz. so stupid loh. nthg to spend one. hahax. ok, but sum parts were fun. like the v boys all go and apply nail polish. hahax. so ah gua. gavin was the first one to show me.. erm.. he was like " hey, see see..." [showing off huh? hahax] -_- it was so damn lame loh. eh, heard that v lee pay for them. i tink whole sec 2 v boys apply except for teck liang. act man only. haahx. shawn n yong yao was outside 205 duno doin wad n attempt to spit water at me.. ermm. then he face to throw the water out but i tot he nv so i hit him on his back. =X i beat shawn so hard that he complain pain. haha, u deserve it. hahax. no lah. jk jk. sry leh.. then i got henna on my hand but now gone le cz go swimmin mah.. ok, it was on the whole ok. but juz like the song i am playin.. i hope to freeze the beautiful moments.. =)

today was the bpians idol finals. ok, a sci team gurl won the com. malvin got third. haiz. i tink he sings really well but duno why only third n not second leh.. haiz. a fencin girl got second. ermmm.. pardon me but she was out of tune at sum parts. hmph. malvin at least was still in tune. hahax. nvm. still got next year mah. hahax. many ppl was sooo out of tune.. i tink they were too nervous mah. hahax. nvm, jiayou peeps! u guyz were cool! haahax.

me joan huibin went to swimmin today. yea i can swim continuous lap. lalalalalalalalalala.. hahax. yea. and i am not so scared of depth liao. so happy. we play until like 6.30 b4 we go to bath...so fun. i tink i like this guy u know. i will becum very fake in front of him loh. i duno why. eeks. i wonder man. oh no.. hahax. yucks. i dun wan i dunwan. he haiz.. nthg to say. hope it is all stupid thoughts.. umm.. yupx. shld be.

jAy roCks

2004-10-24T06:34:00.000-07:00

hey finally manage to change my skin worx.. spend alot of time on it.. hahax. but it is worth it lah.. since i got nthg to do oso.. yea.. i tink it is quite dreamy leh.. =)

went to sun plaza today. enjoyed myself alotz wif weiqing. we went to arcade while mum was shopping. the game rox man. hahax. then many ppl were watching.. so proud of myself. -_-" hahax. but it is really fun. muz go back to play it again next time. yea. hahax.

then i went to take a look at the hp shops since my plan is goin to end. hey i muz buy X400. yesh. it is so nice!! moreover it is givin gifts which i like. and it is cheap! only at 138 u know? omg. i wan it. yea. weiqing is payin for it as she wans it. then i will get another phone. then we will exchange frequently. =D i am so happy. yea. it is super cool. i juz love it man! it is so slim, nice. jAy: super slim, super nice[in chinese though] arr!it rocks. hahax.

ok i am really upset as i cant go to jay concert. u know. 2 mths has pass and i am still upset over it. yesh. i really wan to go but i duno hav money. laz mth or so when i wan to book it i had no money. in addition, only credit card holder can get the best seats. wth. i really wan to go.haiz. i cant go. blame it on myself. for i only wan the best seats. if not i tink it is stupid to go. haiz. jay, jiayou on ur concErT..u roCk my woRld~

lucKy giRll...

2004-10-19T09:44:00.000-07:00

hey i muz say tt the camp is still on my mind. nv off.. i miss it. it is soo fun. ahahx. i wan to cry liao. haahx. except for sum liars lah. like shit. piss me off. cant stand it. blEh! dun tink i am at fault to be one who shows true feelings. hahax. kkz.

hey o5! i luv u guyz man!! i really luv u! i was settling the chalet stuffs wif my dearest liwen mah.. if not for her, i duno wad to do.. haizz. too bad in this world there are too many ppl who are NATO. u know wad tt stands for?? NO ACTIONS TALK ONLY. hahax. nice one. thx worz liwen.. thx. i managed to get half of the class going without any difficulties.. yea. i am so glad that this happen. haahax. this chalet is going to be a success man. without a doubt. i am not goin to let anyone spoil it. today is my lucky day!! i got shane to go to chalet!! hahax. alotz of ppl going. ok i and goin to heed mr shen advice. collect the money first. those who are not able to give $ shall be cancelled out of the list. i dunwan anymore excuses. no way. yea. so ppl. dun blame me.

then i went to orchard today.. with yuntain. yah. met lotz of ppl u know?? first is the sec3 then is szelee then is jiaxuan. hahax. so funny. i got my 4th n 5th ear holes. lalalalalalalaalala. dun let dad see it or i am dead. hahaax. then saw a burberry watch which i luv it alotz. i am goin to buy it. yea. i wan it. since i hav already gotten myself a job. all thanks to alex! yea! thx ya! the pay is gd n i am workin wif darcie. hehex. it is gonna b fun wif her ard.. hahax. muackz. i am unlucky at the same time.. i strike lottery everytime i went to orchard.. haahx. dotz.. so stupid. hahax. then went to but kotex style n try it. ermm.. so so only bax. peeps tink b4 u buy worx. hahax. get my hint. wanted to earings one but lucky nv.. if not no $$ to buy wad is essential. hahax. then went causeway n meet my sis. she is a rich women. hahax. so rich. we went pasta mania n hav nice pizza.. mmmm.... [hungry again?] then went home n surf net loh. then go settle job thgs n chalets thgs. peep i juz wanna get u all to go loh. even if only for one bbq will oso be good. ok? plz... 205 irrEsIStiblE..

ok.. i am very busy recently. after exams liao. hav to b busy over fun stuffs. hahax. i hav co tees to settle, co chalet n 05 chalet. tingwei. i am going to make the co tee a nice one. not lettin u down ya? =) n the chalet too, it will be a success. dun worry. everyone will sure enjoy themselves. yea. this is my aim. i wan it to be a memorable one. =pPpP i hav absolute confidence that both chalet will be fun!! and also that the peep will be happy to wear the co tees!! yea.. jiayou le.. lets work together n hav fun~ hahax. remember gideon's teachings.. teamwork.

cAmp is ovEr...

2004-10-18T19:11:00.000-07:00

hiya! long long nv blog liao worzx..... hahax. now i am finally back to a relaxing mood where exams are off my back.. every slack n slaack n slack wor. hahax so sianz man. but we are gettin our results back. argh. gonna die man..

ok back to topic. camp is over!! haiz.. it is a very nice camp.. really. with nice intructors. i miss it alotz. haiz.. initially i tot it wld be a very stupid camp where we will b very sianz. but it turn out tt we learn alotz.. really. teamwork. trust among ppl. courage. trying out. and lots. i realise that i have learnt alotz.. yup. i enjoyed myself. and without tryin one will nv know if one can make it or not. for instance the three obstacles i was so scared that i was abt to cry. but i pluck up my courage and then i completed it man! yea.. hahax. and lots of fun activities. i miss it alotz..

hey anyway. i am in taurus grp with many of my gd gd frenz. hahax. lucky wox.. hahax. we got this really nice instructors gideon. he rox our camp totally man!! he is very nice to us. we all luv him alots... he is fun, interesting n friendly. hahax. hope to see him again next camp. yea. and our cm rox man. belinda. give me sum respect*snap snap* she is the older version of lye. hahax. heard this lye ee? hahax. go b a cm in future.. belinda is jumpin all over the place. hahaz. she is so cute man. hahaax. yah. i luv her lots. -_-' our camp fire is fun yea. on thw whole the camp rox. except for sum minor thgs lah. we found out sum ppl flaws.. heh heh

that gideon horz... he mess my meal time up liao. hahax. then ended up me gettin hungry at wrong time.. hahax. thx him lah.. for takin gd care of us in the camp. yea. hey i enjoy many activities yea. liek tt tunnel game.. though it is very dark... but is fun!! hahax. the mornin was damn damn cold.. freezing man. really. then hide in slpin bag n jacket then felt better. first night was tree hut and was comfortable. hahax. had a gd slp though wake up at sum parrts... second nitez was in tent.. very hot at nitez very cold in morning. haahx. had a gd nitez slp.. so shiok. then left the camp... miss it.

vExed..

2004-09-27T02:28:00.000-07:00

omg. exams cuming liao. three days away?! omg. idiot. i am scared of failin my eng yet i cant do anythg loh. ok now. i am very sianz. not feel like studying leh. haiz. i tink i hav fall for a guy but i cant! u know! i am feelin very confused now. there seems to b this special attraction u know. i cant help it myself. and i know that i cant like him.. no no no. wont reveal his name, yup. that is for sure. bcz of so many reason. i feel like crying.. i know i shld concentrate on my exams now but i cant stop myself stupid brain/mind fr tinkin abt him.. wad shld i do. i really dunwan fall for him. no! i cant. plz someone help me. plz. i rather b a les than to fall for him. yet it seems that i really like him now. oh dear. wad shld i do to clear this mess? i duno. save me.. wheneva ppl mentions his name, i am guilty yet eager to listen. oh no. am i really sinking into this deep deep trap where i would b able to forgive myself if i cant crawl up? save me plz!!

oh yar. today it seems that i hav pms. u know? pms? but it is impossible. i tink it is the exams stress that is gettin on my nerves. argh. i am really pressurized u know. but wadeva stupid shity exams that r ard the corner. yucks. i hate it. and it is goin to b streaming. i dun wan. i wan to get into triple sci and i am scared that i cant. haiz. sianz sianz. pearlyn. juz jiayou le..

bah..

2004-09-25T01:11:00.000-07:00

hiya. long long nv blog liao worz.. juz now mingxian at my hse slping~ a pig. she is a pig muahahahahaahx. slping slping.. ZzZz..[mingxian:wat e. -.- im not asleep yet k, u idiotttttttttt. babuseng, im still awakeeeee] omg.. she lied.. how could i b an idiot. yup and left at 1 plus complaining that she has headache. call her at 3 plus and her sis say she is slping? she is indeed a pig! eh heh heh heh heh hehhh~ hahax. woo.. exams cuming liao worx. hmm.. laz nitez. i tok to mx over the phone.. wondering who will miss 05 after sec 2.. i guess everyone bax.. i will defintely miss it.. wahhhh!! haizz. i really hope that i wld b in the same class as sum ppl in my class like mx, liwen, julz, char, shane, zhixuan, jessica, xianyu, zhenqin, joel,xr n more.. i dun wan to leave 05.. really dunwan. it is such a wonderful class thought it appear tt we always bicker but tt hows we communicate mah 05 u mean the world to me.. rocks on! haiz.. the thought of it make me wanna cry.. why why why. cant we stay in the same old class??? recently very busy over the ipw project n finally it is over.. phEw~ hahax. can relax liao. opps. no exams cuming.. haiz. sianz mah.. sux sux sux sux sux sux. exams make me stress. argh. yah. start mug pearlyn[always say this but no action]

oh yarr. few days back. mx behave very wierdly.. make us worried. she hor. naughty girl. yah. i really hope that she wont hurt herself anyway. though u can numb urself but tt is not the way out. hear tis?? always stay cheerful, the world is beautifull bcoz of it differences rite?? if not, it wld b too boring for us ya? so u know wad i am tryin to say.. tok to us if u hav any probs. dun always keep to urself it is no good. kkz?? jiayou le~

...

2004-09-21T06:50:00.000-07:00

hahax. today so damn funny loh. xianyu got scolded by tch mah but i am not laughin at him here horz.. is that i tink that xianyu is not totally at fault and i tink lah i tink that tt weird weird noise make by shane. woah then i badmouthed him. hmm.. not badmouth lah juz say wad i feel only hahax. then he overheard it, oops.. hahax. then he scolded me. the whole scenario was so funny loh. hahax. i like very xia sway.. haahx but nvm lah cz i juz sayin wad i feel. not sayin sumthg tt isnt true. only wad i tink mah. sry arh shane. who ask u to b so noisy all the times. hahax. dotx. =pPp then after sch i wanted to hand in home ed but who knows tt mrs chiang say she not free and aks us not to hand in?! wad the. kaoz. i rushed thru it u know and she ask me not hand it!! haizz. then i went home wif joan n liwen. realisin that tt stupid camp required so many stupid stuff that i dun hav. haiz. oh no, i still owe xianyu present.. hahax. okok, tml tml. promise. aiya, so forgetful of me. geez.

hAppy bd..

2004-09-20T01:42:00.000-07:00

haiya! very long nv cum liao worz.. sian sianz. first i wan to wish joel happy birthdAy! hopE thAt u stAy so coOl foreva[puke.] next is our dear xiAnyu.. the noiSe pollutant of ouR clAss. hahax. happy birthdAy too worX!! duno wad to buy for him.. first joel, second xianyu and third julia? i am goin broke. hahax. haiz. no choice. then today very sianz leh like nthg to do like tt. many tch nv cum? or whole day nv really attend lessons. today assembly got like shit. really. first i actually forgot to wear tie. luckily liwen tell me, if not i still blur blur. siao eh me, so daring then keep using the paper to cover my tieless front. hahax. then later mrs ee like ask us to go n call our tch so i snatch the chance to seize the chance to go out n borrow tie from jiawei~ thankew~ =) luckily. close shave sehz. then later go home straight. not exactly straight lah but went to lot 1 wif char for a while loh. then cum home. haiz now need to the stupid home-ed. how stupid can it get??!! argh.

sianz

2004-09-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

sian sian sianz. tml sch reopen liao. haizz. i haven pack my bag yet.. so sick of it.. sob, i wanna slp. tml got chinese test, luckily i finish studyin. sianz man. i was at home the whole day.. so boring. nthg to do, except to study. hehex. i finish filin all my subjects worksht! yea? anyone proud of me?? when i go to cwp for dinner, i saw junyi worx.. then later cum back watch tv and tt a day? omg. how boring can it get?? nvm tml is a new term. pearlyn jia you n mug for end of yr liao! get it? jiayou!! muz prepare liao. haizz.. i always say tt but i dun hav the mood to.. tsk tsk.

wuHa! wushA~

2004-09-09T09:24:00.000-07:00

stupid blog, i cant post anythg yesterday. nvm. yesterday wad mum off day so we went to shoppin. at jb. there wasnt a jam yesterday so yupx within 20 min we reached. then we went to city sq, woah, so many new shops worz.. yupx. then like quite fashionable the clothes. okok. wuhA! i bought alotz of thgs worx.. hehex. so happy. hahax, clothes shoes n my fav starbuck coffee. enjoyed myself alotz. then later go back got jam abit lah at singapore custom, but juz a while.
at first wanna eat wif dad one, but too bad, he not feeling well so cannot ask him go out. it was quite late liao, abt 2300? hmm.. yupx. cz no car mah so muz walk to nearby shop n eat. then the food wasnt very nice. haiz. so sad. then i went home n call mx. we chat for a long time n felt better worx me. duno y. =p then later at abt 1.30 am hang up and 2 plus go slp.
anyway, tml got jing qu jiang leh~ muz watch muz watch. eh, hope tt jay n J.J can b a big winner! jiayou jiayou!! sure can make it one~ yupx, jiayou!! i dun wan f.i.r to b the best newcomer, thankew. =p jay, J.J jiayou le!!

to sum of my frEnz --> 不要轻易放弃，否则对不起自己

duNo wAd to say

2004-09-07T07:21:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today is mic bd! hAppy birthday michele.. =) yah. today there is c.o.. so sianz leh.. cz no dazu. sianz. shen shen help us bass section n prac wif us, heh heh, it was of big help. yupx. i amend lots of mistake n yah, gain confidence in playin. yea.. thx shen shen. then after co at abt 1730 i went to lot1 n eat dinner.. then later we go n buy chocolates wif yuting n mindy, 3 for $4. so expensive rite?? heard that they r buyin for their gd frenz.. then i went to shop shop at lot 1. recently, lot 1 has so many new shops and it becum a small hereen[correct spellin??]. i bought 3 earings. hehex. and i like the clothes in northern lights but i cannot wear, so sad.. hahax. i tink i goin to buy a bag at the bluez, quite cheap lars. so heh heh. *smirkin*
wanted to go home. but mx sms me n ask me if wan to meet at yew tee. for duno wad reason, i jump up, so excited.. but i waited for very long.. nvm. at least there we settled lots of chalet stuffs. yea. not a wasted trip. yah. before meetin mx, i went to walk walk at yew tee. then saw a stall wif very nice handcrafts thgs. hmm.. i saw how tempted mindy was.. so i guess this shall b the bd gift for her bax. yea. then i meet mx, hmmm... seems that she isnt in a very gd mood worx.. --> nvm mx! dun giv up hope!! jIayou! we wiLl always be by ur sidE!! it will all b over soon!

then we ask xiuren to cum cz welfare members oso mah.. then after we settle everythg we started to crap.. kaoz. xiuren damn damn lame. very very lame. cant stand him. we keep tokin abt his dream girl, dong po rou. geex. sry ar xiuren! then at abt 2130 i went home.. and get scolded... haiz.. so sad.. haiz..

mx~ i will always be there when u need me, jia you =)

2004-09-06T09:56:00.000-07:00

yes. i manage to do more thgs to my bloG n mAke it niCer.. hehEz.. yEA.. yah.. hMm... oH deAr.. i hAv to hAnd in thE desIgn of cO tEEs on fRi.. yEt i hAveN evEn toUch yEt... geez.. sure kana scoldin one.. shitt shit. how?? muz quickly rush out the design.. and the 356 webBy i oSo havEn finISh desIgnin. so many thgs to do.. how?? it geTtin on my nerves.. ok. i promise to make the design tml morning, i can do it.

oh yar, today.. hmm.. it has been a very sianz day.. i had been sittin in front of the com to do my blog.. *yawn* i miss so many shows today.. hehez. went to cwp to eat dinner. guess wad? i saw ji zhong, steven n two other gals. yucks. and malvin too.. wif another few councillors. anyway, i wanted to buy the shin chan vcd.. but it cost abt 45 worx.. so no choice but to borrow fr kangyu..

then my sis show my mum her report.. oh dear, she did quite well but wad abt me?? i not very happy wif it. yupx. i muz work double harder. yesh. i muz. remind me of tt fateful friday.. sianz.. i will work harder one jIAyou~

thx to julia for her consoling.. =)

--cArnivAl--

2004-09-04T23:33:00.000-07:00

phEw, fiNalLy i gEt rid of the virus in my com~ yEA. lols. i bougHt my mp3.. yeA. i hAd live a wEek without diScman aNd it wAS teRribLE. hahax. i wEnt to chARlene cArnIval aNd i got heNna on mY hAnd!!
hahax. a piTy that the guYz dIn go. i tInk chAR wAS quITe dIsappOinted bAx.. eh.. sry sry. heard that they went afterwards worx.. gd gd. cz initially teck liang over the phone said tt he cant cum so i tot in other words jh not cumin.. then will link link and duno how many guyz will cum.. Delwin, lye ee, joel n jh went atfer we had left the place.. okk, the carnival was quite ok lah.. except tt performance was hurtin my precious ears. =p hehez... mx n char was in charge of the erm... children cars? hahax, duno wad tt called. nvm. a gd thg tt they got there, so tt we frenz can sit down n tok, at least the place not so noisy mah.. i reach there wif mic n dar.. then seein liwen n julz there sittin down. mayb they reach very long liao worx.. straight away we went to get ice cream.. so hot. yup. later we browse thru every stalls. and we got henna on our hands (mic, julz n me) i tink mine was the moz well protected. cz julz one is more of a simpler job then poor mic got her hands rubbed against duno wad n destroy it. haiz.. we left after tt

we went to cozway poinT!! hahax. so excited for wad? we went to take neoprints.. but it turn out tt only me julz n liwen can take. mx had to rush off for guides, mic had to leave so goes darcie. me n jul took neocards. hehex. it was quite nice neHx. except tt julz drew a duno-waad-thg on my card n thus.. erm.. hehex. but it is still ok worx.. hahax. peeps might mistaken it for a design. hahax. oh, i tink tt the neocard was quite well taken. hmmm... then we went to take neoprints. the three of us. yah. wif liwen worx!!! i tink is this her 3rd experience?? duno. yup. hahax. then later we went to happy hse. heard tt julz wanna buy tt big big big big big pencil case. u know?? tt one which is in the trend. initially we say we both of us will buy but i tink only she buy cz erm.. it will get dirty easily. yah. *so sad*[grace chong] then later liwen+julz went in search of drinks while i go get dinner. so byebye liao. aft which i received char msg regardin the carnival, thankin us or sumthg like tt, so sweet of her rite? then i went home to watch my dear tv

oh yar. i actually saw mdm marina before meetin mic n dar worx...

.:qI li xIaNgz:.

my bow!!

fruitful sat

pissed

wadtodo?

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sianz

kh concert

christmas eve

hmT

back

yo-yo ma

bilabong

chAlet ovEr..

bpc0 chAlet

anger.

=)

li wen birthday

happy birthday ma~

over

o5 chAlet..

streaming

how i feel

duno.

justIn bd.

cello

co..

bye 05..

food baZaa``

jAy roCks

lucKy giRll...

cAmp is ovEr...

vExed..

bah..

...

hAppy bd..

sianz

wuHa! wushA~

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--cArnivAl--

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